long distance..
miss u so much Ko An2, it's so hard but I believe we can through it all very well, and the perfect time will soon come then we become inseparable:)
j*z
we have the commitment to share everything, although we meet only once a month, two months or three months. communication is the best way to make everything runs perfectly. sometimes I imagine about how we spend time together right here at Bandung, when he paid a visit 9months ago. i was so happy and felt one month still too fast to be with him.
we still try to be patient, nobody is wrong, and u can't blame the situation. it's just too complicated for each other. I can't be there and so can't him. patience is boring u know. sometimes I think good communication or anything behind them are just kinda stupid theories cause u can do nothing and still miss each other too much. shit, but only presence is the answer. sometimes I want to be such an egoistic person to insist him to be here, but I know it's not fair and I'm not that kinda person. as I said, we chose this situation cause we love each other and u always need sacrifices.
we still try to be patient, nobody is wrong, and u can't blame the situation. it's just too complicated for each other. I can't be there and so can't him. patience is boring u know. sometimes I think good communication or anything behind them are just kinda stupid theories cause u can do nothing and still miss each other too much. shit, but only presence is the answer. sometimes I want to be such an egoistic person to insist him to be here, but I know it's not fair and I'm not that kinda person. as I said, we chose this situation cause we love each other and u always need sacrifices.
Missing someone is supposed to be easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will
miss u so much Ko An2, it's so hard but I believe we can through it all very well, and the perfect time will soon come then we become inseparable:)
j*z
