I can feel our love is keep growing and facing another stage of a relationship.
One task is done and another to go.
Maybe this is the time to tell him the true version about my past.
I told him anything and always try to be honest.
But there's one thing, one secret I always keep within myself and I swore I would't tell anybody, only God knows.
It's bad, really bad. I never get ready to tell anyone but it’s time.
If I’m sure he loves me so much, I know this won’t be such a big deal..
After gathering all my courage, I decided that day would be the day I told him. I realised he's dissapointed, didn’t know it’s a lil bit or a deep one. But he’s not angry and said it won’t decrease his love for me and thank me for being so honest.
I feel really good.. Thanks God I already did it. Thanks to my boy, you’re so amazing, honey. I always love u more though miss u more from here.
it also reminds me about one theory of cost accounting 'relevant cost'. it helps management to make a strategic decision. we don't consider any cost related to the past, cause it's not relevant for our decision, will make a wrong decision. we can't change what happen in the past. only if they have impact to the future will count.
*j3z*
